Monday, August 30, 2004
hey!
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
haven't been writing in this in a while, not much time i guess and no one ever reads it too.
school will be starting soon-_-" great i get to see those pricks that i would prefer not to see.
camp finished a couple of days ago, it's so different not being there, waking up in the country, not hearing traffic but children running around, waking up next to a wonderful guy every morning, and seeing him all day, every day, it's different...everyone has changed here, who knows what may happen to friendships...
well, as some may know, i got myself in quite a few jams this summer and worked my way out of them, and i'm so happy everything worked out the way it did, and i hope it stays like this for a long time.
theseahorses
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`[2:07 PM]
hey...
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
wow i havent written in here in a long time!! wow...well lets c wats new....krissy came home!!! a while ago but still lol...also this weekend i was at a choir camp (sounds like a nerd) and it was so much fun!!!! i got to know charles much more and jenna and winnie and magdelaina...the first night we had to sleep there we fell asleep at 12 to 1 am and then stupid lil kids were running round slamming doors at 5 am -_-" we rehearsed and rehearsed and fooled around;) had a talent night so much fun.....charles woke us up on sunday...well everyone else but me woke up from the noise of charles ringging a cows bell lmaos they almost killed him!!! well yea anyways i got to school mond and found out that im on OLIMPIAD!!! (yearbook commity) got home went to choir spoke to jenna and charles half of the choir was missing becky didnt go and CHARLES BROKE MY BLACK BRACELET!!!! (u know what that means dont u?) lmaos! got a math test mark back...i did goos got one mistake....and soooooooo other things happend and so far this is a GREAT week!!!!!!!! i love everyone this week lmaos! thx shawn u helped me!!!! love u fran!!! and that ass!
xoxoxox g2g byes
theseahorses r mine!
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`[5:20 PM]
hey
Thursday, March 04, 2004
finaly writing again after that big blow out. sorry about that just had things that i had to say to some ppls. well wats new with me? i met some really nice people. mostly 17 bout but one wants to take me to cali with him and he sounds really nice and he wants to b in the film industry. like i no it aint like right for him to come and c me or w/e but a couple of ppls ive been talkin to are VERY trustworthy. more then some i know.
so anyways im dead tired had a weird day too. i feel like shit cus i cannot stop ____ from like touchin me cus i dont want him to get mad and everything but like iono i feel so used sometimes and dont no what to do.
march break was good even tho i sorta had no life....butit was alright i got money and i just got a free shirt that goes well with the new shoes i got which r pink and black and very nice! i have gym tomo >.< badminton!
well lets c i have no clue what to say.. krissy is back!!!:D so happy! she bought me a shirt that has 2 monkeys screwin and one that is coverin its eyes and ears lol so cute! and she bought a necklass its a dolphin and it has pink diamonds in it.
dali the dalmation has been adopted! and so has simba the dog that hates everybody and every dog lol demon..my baby is still there.
im so tired i need sleep but i really dont wanna sleep at all....
o kitty..if u read this pls reply cus i need to no..i want to no......do u wanna remain friends...it may sound weird and all but we harldy speak and like iono seems like u dont wanna remain friends or soemthing...w/e
g2g byes
theseahorses r mine
* close your eyes.feel my love.
`[3:53 PM]
hey
Sunday, February 29, 2004
havent writen in a while. been busy and yeah doin stuff with friends workin ppls randomly comin over and darios party.
darios party was good i had fun with fran *winks* lol fuckin nick of course gets jelious and i understand but get over it were not goin out anymore let me have my fun! my whole week has been planned out for me sounds great doesnt it wednesday thursday friday workin. might have to quite the spca which i fuckin dont wanna sunday a play its all a pissoff im dead tired and cant sleep stressed out bored and pissed bout whole bunch of shit goin on. today i was babysittin and i fell asleep :S o well she didnt do anythin just watched tv thats good tomorrow i have to re-do all the fuckin shit on the comp that i did on wendnesday :S mond i forgot wat i did tuesday darios party and like other shit talked to shawn and i miss him to death we always talk now and try to get together which is impossible i miss u catherine i feel like u dont wanna talk to us i feel like u feel out of place but u never talk to us anymore like iono nvm i just miss u pls tell me if u dont wanna even b our friends anymore i wanna no the truth. sorry for sayin it this way but like i never talk to u anymore. LAURA HAS A NEW BABY CUZ!!!! CALLED Ryan! lmaos CONGRATS!!! im so giddy giddy! lmaos o well changine subject. ppls pissin me off shawn thx for talkin to me wednesday u sorta helped a lil more then others can. found some songs that reflect everythin that has happend to me in gr 7 and 8 and its like so close to my real life it scares me like its just so difficult to listen to it. derek, u dont have to try and make me happy anymore i no u try a lot but dont worry anymore i just wanna get over all this on my own. ive surpressed all my feelins as long as possible and now theyre all comin out now. to all of u ppls who r tryin to help and everythin if i really need to talk to some1 i will but im not gonna go a kill myself ill deal with all this. i write all feelins down to get it out its the only way i can. im gonna shut up now and go
byes
theseahorses r mine
* close your eyes.feel my love.
`[2:09 PM]
hey
Friday, February 27, 2004
well lets see, friday night me and fran saw DIRTY DANCING! it was so flippin good! we want to now take cuban dancing lessions and like ahhhhhhhh yesterday we went to fairview with kevin. derek. darion and nick with fran lol and like i bought the movie grease! so happy ive been wanting to get it for so long and also the soundtrack to dirty dancing!!! can u tell that im like upsest with that movie? lol i love it! and i love DIEGO LUNA!!!!! lol i came home afterwards cus i had work to do but when i arrive home i find out that my mom has done it for me! so i get free money lol today im goin to the spca and yeah lols its gonna b fun its warmer outside finally! well i have to go
byes
theseahorses
* close your eyes.feel my love.
`[12:39 PM]
hi,
Thursday, February 26, 2004
sings: hips start shaking & movin all around hips start shakin & movin all around get them hips shakin around.....i like to dirty dance i like to do my thing......i just wanna b dancing dirty dirty dancing..... sorry i love that song! omg today is my dads bday! wish him a happy bday! today was suck a good day!!!!!!!!!!1 happyness!!!!!!!!!! k first lets c its MARCH BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PARTYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol the teachers were scary like they were all wearing the same things!!!! protesting susposivly o well then after schoool badminton!!!!!!!!!! so muhc fun we went insane! :do what the tennis players do!!! uhhhhhhh ahrjfsdklj lols: I PASSED THE SCIENCE TEST I THOUGHT I FAILED!!!!!!!!:D and now im gona c the movie ive been dying to see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 and it is DIRTY DANCING HAVANA NIGHTS!!!!!!!!! wiht my best friend in the whole world FRANCESCA!!!!!!!!!! lol i love u! sexy *winks*g2g get ready bye byes xoxoxox yayyayyayayyayay!!!!!!!!
theseahorses
* close your eyes.feel my love.
`[3:08 PM]
how many more days till spring break?!?!?! I CANT HEAR U! 1 thats right! i cant wait! i cant sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D k alex is annoyin me dies kills him attacks him luke is pissin me off with all this i love u where are u goin can i c u tomo? DIDNT I TELL HIM THAT I DONT WANT A BF??!?!?!?!? grrrrrrrr lol FRAN GOTS A NEW BLOG! go c it ppls!
g2g try and study so wont happen tho lol byes love u!
FRAN WE MIGHT GO TO JAMAICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! does a lil dance
theseahorses
* close your eyes.feel my love.
`[5:54 PM]